GoodBye 2009

When 2009 began, I told God, "This year, I want something definite in my life."

Inevitably, 2009 has been an extremely significant year. I received something, more than just definite. This year, though life changing, has been a hectic year of lessons, regrets, realisations and true joy and happiness.

This year, I learnt what are the real priorites in life. This year, I learnt how important it is to be good in life. This year, I realised what were my true abilities. This year, I started to have a need for perfection. This year, I realised how strong of a person I am. This year, I realised how painful the death of a loved one can be for the very first time. This year, I learnt that with determination and confidence, you can acheive anything at all. This year, I aced my exams. This year, I learnt how fake love can be, and then, how true love can be. This year, I hated more than I ever thought I could, and, I loved more than I ever thought I could. This year, I realised how powerful and sweet God's love is. This year, I really grew up and matured. This year, I found a reason to live for
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This year, I became a mother, to the sweetest angel with breath-taking beauty I have ever seen in my entire life. She brings earnest joy and happiness directly into my heart, its so hard to describe that amazing feeling. Its more than just love. She is life. And I love her, more than anything at all.

2010, please be slightly more relaxing. No more shocks, no more bad news, no more having to take life changing decisions please. There is so much I got to do in 2010. Some tellable resolutions.

*Get my license
*Excel in career
*Plan out finances for degree
*Get some proper savings done faithfully each month
*Plan out my arrangements of moving
*Have a grand grand one for my Little One's 1st!

And there are somethings I feel I have a need to do just for Him, for all the wonderful blessings He has showered upon me. No 1, I am gonna finally, honestly gonna try my very very very best to obey that one commandment I have never been able to obey almost all my life. No 2, I am gonna try my very best, as much as I can, to speak only the truth at all times. Lets see how it goes. Heh. And hopefully, all the other resolutions go well too.

And just one wish for the new year. Hopefully, He grants it for me. :)

2009, thank you for being such a life changing year for me. I don't think I will ever forget you.

2010, welcome and I am eager and excited to see what you have for me and my little darling.

Happy New Year everyone. All the best for the upcoming year. :)