I am who I am. Deal with it.

God is so great.

Work is fantastic. A discipline of my interest, great working environment, friendly colleagues, a kind and jovial nurse manager, a very very approachable and understanding preceptor, a very good friend together with me for prcp in the same ward, a day off on wed itself and leave for Christmas and new year granted immediately! I can't possibly ask for more. Haha. :D

And what made it all the more great, was my little one's heartwarming smile when I leave for work and come back from work. :) :) :)

You think I am lucky? I think I am blessed.

So anyways.

There are 2 things I want everyone to know and that is firstly, in whatever you do, there will always be one to encourage and praise, and there will always be one to discourage and doubt. And secondly, in everyone's life, there will always be issues and you just have to deal with them and move on. These are two very important things I told myself before making the decision.

All along, there were people to doubt in every way. And all along, I have been proving each and every one of them wrong. And now, I have reached a point where I don't see the point of explaining anything to anyone. You have doubts about how I am gonna handle the probs that will come up, stick around and watch, cos I am gonna handle them quite well. I don't care if you don't believe in me, I believe in myself and I have reached a point in my life where I know I am capable of accomplishing anything I say I can and will. You can say I am proud, you can say I am being arrogant, it doesn't matter to me, cos it wasn't easy and hey, hell to you but I did it and I am still doing it well and great, and for that, I have all the bloody rights to boast.

And most of all, my faith and trust in Him is too strong for me to lose hope. So ya, don't even think of trying. Nothing you do or say will shake me even a bit.

Getting insurance involves a whole lot of weird and uncomfortable questions. Luckily, my insurance agent is a good friend of mine. Or it would have been so weird giving those private details about my life. Hmm.

I don't like talking about it. I don't feel better. So don't ask.

Its not you. Its me. I am sorry. Get over it and move on.

I welcome advice and suggestions, but if you are thinking of orders and commands, you are approaching the wrong person and you will end up being sorry for it.

My world is rather big, but there isn't any space for you, and I am not sorry for it.

And,

I can't wait, for you to complete our lives. ;)