இன்னும் என்னை என்ன செய்ய போகிறாய்?

Its ironic how sometimes, we only think and miss the people who have hurt us the most. Then again, I guess hurt only comes when there is too much love involved. And there was.

Yesterday, I was admiring my little one sleeping very soundly, for a good 2 hours. And the feeling was just magical. Every part of her is just perfect. Her long lashes, her very pinkish and shapy lips, her big beautiful eyes that aren't exactly black or brown but in between, her chubby cheeks, her smooth and fair complexion and everything else! In that 2 hours, everything felt so perfect. Everything was just colourful in my world.

I judge mothers who club. I am not interested to do it. Stop asking me to.

I wonder if its just me or all new parents are this paranoid about everything. I have to stop this, at least before she grows up, or she will just get annoyed with me.

After much thinking, I have realised and decided, its alright if you are never able to be in love, cos just ending up loving and caring, is enough to sustain anything forever.

I seriously can't wait to get all settled, in all ways.

And, I miss you. And I am still wondering why I do.