The Perfect Ending.

Its one of those days, and I am in one those moods.

Its 6 in the morning. I came back home from morning shift yest, played with Little one for awhile, and then around 7, we both fell asleep, woke up whenever she was hungry, feed her and go back to sleep. All the way till 3am. And then I woke up, wondered what the time was and what happened to night. And then couldn't go back to sleep, so changed Little One into her pyjamas, made a new bottle of milk, snuggled into bed again, this time with my book and a glass of choc milk.

I finished the book, and now, my thoughts are all over the place.

I don't know if its the book, or me, or just the way it resembles my life in so many ways.

Life is a routine once again, of cos, excluding the little surprises Little One throws unto me every other day. Like the other day, I was wriggling my finger right in front of her face, and for awhile, she was just staring at it and laughing now and then, thinking it was a toy. And then suddenly, her hands reached towards my finger, and slowly, little by little, she grabbed my finger! And then I gave out a loud exclamation and knowing that she has done something amusing, she got so thrilled and started chuckling, like literally with chuckle sounds and all! My god, I almost cried watching that. Gifted moments, I would say. :)

Family. I always liked the sound of it. I loved seeing happy and united families. I have always felt, that the root to a strong foundation in everyone's lives, is a good, happy, united and strong family spirit. Family times, outings, dinners together, praying together, waking up in the morning on a off day and planning what to do for the day as a family, cleaning up together, coming up with last minute picnic plans, snuggling in one bed all together once in awhile and many many more. These are things I have dreamt about almost all the time when I was younger. And because of that, despite everything that has happened, a perfect family and a perfect home, is still one of the main priorities in my 'God, Grant These For Me' list.

And I still wonder, if that perfect ending only happens in storybooks.

"If two people were right for each other, a truer kind of love would last forever in its wake."