The Next Chapter, Stage, Phase begins

FINALLY! An end to my entire student life. No not that I have been waiting for school life to come to an end, hell no. Just that, an end to student life means, I have gone past PRCP, and I survived. My god, it was a real torture. They were not kidding when they say no one escapes PRCP without any tears. Good riddance to ugly NYP nursing uniform. :D

Graduation is on May 18th, but I start work on Apr 5th itself. As a Staff Nurse, officially. :) 3 years flew just like that. I still rem my first day at NYP. My orientation day. I was loud, dumb, childish, carefree, ignorant, rebellious and very very much outgoing. And I must say, my poly time, is one phase that brought upon the most number of changes in me. I wish I can go back to the first day. Arrrrgggghhhh.

Anyways, we got to choose again where we would like to work. I had a hard time choosing. I wanted every bit of extra money I could possibly get, and at the same time, I wanna work at a department I love. In TTSH, cdc( Communicable Disease Centre) pays the most, as there are risk allowances and all, plus the workload is quite light too. But I was not even one bit interested in that and furthermore, its so risky, esp to have a baby and work at such places. And the ward, workload so heavy, yet the least pay. But my interest, the highest there. So I thought and thought and thought. Eventually, I chose Operation Theatre. I loved OT nursing, and there will be extra money cos its specialised. Just that, there won't be any patient care. My 2nd choice is my own PRCP ward. Psychiatric nursing. Like I said before, slightly lesser pay and heavier workload, but something I have more love for. And my 3rd choice was CDC, just for the money part. I will know on Apr 5th which department I will be posted to. Lets see then. :)

And so, finally, I can spend some good good GOOD time with my little darling. And oh yessss, she turned 4 months last 16th. :) :) She is not that good at her turning over yet, but she already wants to start crawling and sitting up. Sometimes, she holds our hands, balances on them and tries to pull herself up! In anycase, she loooovvveeessss to sit. Whenever we make her sit, she gives us a huge fat grin! I always tell pamster she is weird just like her. HEHE. I bought her, her very first jeans and a denim skirt. Haha, they are so cute on her. She grows by the minute. In 2 weeks, she will be 5 months! Oh myyyyy!

I am still thinking of a good location for a holiday. I have to think of somewhere convenient enough for Little One's needs. Hmmm.

It sucks to love someone who isn't yours. I know how it feels. And I really wish I can help you in someway.

It also sucks to be with someone you are not in love with. I know how it feels too and I wish I can help you there too.

I hate to just watch my friends go through such stuff, and not be able to do a thing.

I am not a feminist, but I believe men are the afterlife of demons and monsters.

I wanted to say alot, but I am already dozing off. I think this is enough for now. Nitey nitey :)

Oh btw, did I mention? Adrielle Vinesha, is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my whole life. ;)